To: You

[Soulfire]

Some days are better, they're better than others.. I can't run forever, you're pushing me under.. What a way to live my life.. I’m hiding from the battles I don't want to fight…

What I’ve become

and now it's going grey.. All the lines are blurring and decayed.. I can't recall exactly who's to blame.....

Anymore

Is it me or is it you, something isn’t right

Some days I think I’m nothing without you.. Sometimes I wish that I could just kill you.. What a way we live our lives.. It's hard to breathe.. It feels like I’m infected by my dad's disease..

and now it's going grey, and you're the one I chose to feed me pain, and I’m the one you bring home so ashamed.....

Through their eyes

and I see myself in heaven
if I can free myself from this hell

Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to erase you